Sesungguhnya tunggu result Final lagi menakutkan dari tunggu result Spm keluar .

Hari ini nak cerita sikit pasal final result yang keluar ... Tepat pada pukul 12 a.m bersamaan dengan 9 November 2012 , result UITM untuk final exam bulan oktober keluar ... Well , semua student mulalah menggelabah ... hahaa :D Seminggu before result keluar tu dorang memang dah gelabah and dah macam tak tentu arah dah :D hahaa ... kelakar betul ... macam macam dorang cakap pasal result .... especially housemate aku ... haha , dorang ckap kalau 4 paper kena repeat berhenti belajar la ... If sem depan result teruk terus kahwin la ... hahah :) biasalah orang kalau tengah takut memang macam tu kan ... aku pun , hahaa , siap mintak maaf kat ibu ayah sebab takut tak dapat pointer bagus , takut dorang kecewa dengan result aku ...

Tapi ALHAMDULILLAH result aku sangat okay , berbaloi la jugak dengan usaha aku ... Takpe la , walaupun tak dapat Dekan .. aku still bersyukur dengan result aku ... 

Next sem aku akan berusaha lagi ... untuk dapatkan Dekan ... 

Aku mohon kepada Allah supaya dia kurniakan kejayaan dekat aku supaya aku boleh ubah nasib keluarga aku ... sebab aku ni bukanlah orang senang ... 

So kepada korang yang dah dapat peluang sambung belajar tu , belajar betul betul .. Jangan main main ... kesian dekat parents korang .... If ada kawan korang yang minta tolong korang , korang tolong ... jangan kedekut ilmu ... Tolong dorang selagi boleh ... Ada information yang korang dapat share share la dengan yang lain .... Kalau boleh belajar sama sama , berjaya pun sama sama , okayy ? 

masih sayang :(

Waktu couple dulu awak janji tak kan sakitkan hati saya . Awak janji yang awak akan sayang saya , tapi awak tipu . Awak suka marah saya , suka tuduh saya yang bukan bukan  , awak tak percaya saya ... Awak jahat ! Saya benci awak ! Saya tahu saya banyak buat awak sakit hati , buat awak cemburu , saja saja tipu awak , bagi pelbagai alasan dekat awak .. Saya sengaja buat macam tu sebab nak tengok awak tahan tak melayan karenah saya , awak sayang tak dekat saya  , sejauh mana awak percaya pada saya , dan kesabaran awak apabila mendengar pelbagai alasan yang saya berikan .. Saya ingat awak akan buat semua perkara yang sedemikian , tapi saya salah .. malah sebaliknya .. awak tengking saya , tuduh saya , marah saya , ragukan kesetiaan saya pada awak ...

Awak .. Awak tahu tak yang saya masih sayangkan awak ?
Tapi apa saya boleh buat ? Saya dah tak tahan dengan sikap awak yang seperti kebudak - budakkan  , kuat cemburu , selalu sangsi ,ragu dan suka tuduh yang bukan bukan ..
Saya tetap dengan keputusan saya .....
Tinggalkan awak , Walaupun awak tak merelakan saya pergi ....
Hati saya sudah berkali terluka dengan sikap dan kata kata awak  ..
Tangisan awak tiada ertinya lagi .. Saya sudah banyak bersabar . Maaf jika saya tak sempurna untuk awak ..
Jika awak sudah menemukan yang baru , harap awak mencintai dia seperti mana awak mencintai saya dulu dan ingat awak harus bersikap lebih matang dan jangan ulangi semua kesilapan yang awak pernah buat dulu .. Jangan lukakan hati dia sebagaimana awak lukakan hati saya dulu ..
Sentiasa  percaya pada dia ..
Sabar melayan karenah dia ..
Kurangkan sikap panas baran awak dan perasaan kuat cemburu awak tu :)
Saya akan sentiasa ingat awak dalam hidup saya ..

To my future husband :)

- Saya akan mencintai awak sepenuh hati saya .
- Saya akan terima awak seadanya .
- Saya akan pastikan yang awak adalah yang terbaik untuk saya .
- Saya akan ambil gambar awak sebanyak yang boleh .
- Saya akan ambil gambar kita berdua apabila keluar bersama .
- Saya akan ingat semua kenangan kita bersama .
- Saya akan rindukan awak sepanjang masa .
- Saya akan peluk dan cium pipi awak setiap kali awak bangun dari tidur pada waktu pagi .
- Saya akan cari gaduh dengan awak sepanjang masa .
- Saya akan sentiasa bersabar melayan karenah awak .
- Saya akan masak makanan kesukaan awak .
- Saya akan jadi isteri yang terbaik untuk awak .

we are strong , baby :)

For men , women are weak , not as strong as they are , which can lift objects weighing 20 kg-30 kg . They know nothing but belittle women , always think that woman is weak and they can do what they like to girl . They think women only stay at the kitchen . They are utterly wrong impression . But explain to them that women are also strong . Women are able to take another life in their stomachs . Women are able to take content wherever he goes . From small blood clot to the contents of the character enough . Of content a week old and nine months . Women will make all jobs by bringing it everywhere they go . After enough time period then the content on hand last born . If you all want to know , birth is the most painful thing after death . See women are strong . In addition , to prove it again , she is also strong in the face of menstrual problem . Only god only knows , meditating , when faced with menstrual pain . Women can face it with courage . Women are strong !

This guy was awesome .

At a time, there was a young man who was then only 15 years old. He sat down and compiled a list of 127 goals in 'my life list' of all the things he wanted to experience in the world.
After nearly six decades (at age 47 years), he has achieved the stated goal of 109 in the list.

A graduate in anthropology and psychology, he has a rare cultural study is known throughout the world. he is married and lives with his wife and 2 of the 5 of his children. He believes in the pursuit of adventure not solely for the gratification of vanity but to use this experience to accomplish something of value in the end.

He says that there is miracle that will happen if you explore your dreams and record. He says that it is planning to move it and suddenly all the opportunity to achieve the dream will start approaching us. Maybe it sounds familiar but you certainly can not dispute his achievements.

"do not let fear control your life, I have known many people who make the fear of failure as an excuse to have a limited life and they regret their decision is not to do more, and they have not really lived "

Family Versus Friend .

Friends ? What is a friend ? What does friendship mean ? Friends is where we will do a fun thing to enjoy together . But , is it just friends which is just there beside us at the time we're not in touble ? Friends ? Is there a friend who is always there with us when where we arein trouble or easy it will be no time when are we in trouble or sorrow lye ? Friends come and go , some friends will be with us the time when we are not in trouble , but the time we hit trouble , all our friends that were previously missing. Difficult for us to find friends who are willing to face our time together by the time we are in easy or difficult .

but for me , family is everything . There are people who will support us from the back and they would not shall have the nature of envy. Not like friend who is always there feeling not satisfied near us . With our family can speculate or tell a personal thing with them. of course they will be the most loyal listeners . Not like friends who do not want to hear the least expression of our hearts . To them , all that wasted time . But not all friends are like that , right ? Its hard for us to get friends like that near this world .

FRI(END)

BOYFRI(END)

GIRLFRI(END)

FAM(ILY)

Friend , boyfriend  and girlfriend all end up with 'END' but family end with 'ILY' i love you .

Thank you Allah :)

I was not born into a rich family . I live in a modest family . My life as a teenager is not like other teens , where they live in a state of luxury , and what they know is just having fun with their friends . I know not all teenagers are so , but most teenagers nowadaysthey lives or born in a family which is pleasing . Not that i do not thank the destiny Allah has ordained , i'm very grateful though i was not born in a rich family . Even though my family was not rich , but our family is very rich with love . For me , i do not care about living in poor or rich , i'm very thankful that they are willing to raise just enough me, I neglected to entertain, educate me, and teach me about religion . I thank you god , because you had bestowed me a perfect family , even in the eyes of our society we just ordinary people . I promise taht one day i will payback all the things that my parents have gave me , InsyaAllah . Thank you Allah for blessing me with those wonderful loving family .

Five kilometers in fourteen minutes . This is crazy baby !

Today , at five o'clock , all first semester student have Kesatriaan class . When we arrived at the college field , all students have to line up in rows according to their own group . After we had finish lining up in our own group , the instructor told us that we had to run five kilometers in fourteen minutes . It was a disaster . After the first round , i felt as if i was going to collapse and that the world is turning sideways . The guys were being so ridicilous as they were "whooo-ing" at us . It was so embarassing that i was going to die .

At the first round i was running with Sarah and Adriana . After i had finish the first round i start walking because i feel so tired . I ask Sarah and Adriana to wait for me , but they have left me behind because i was walking like a snail . So , i have to run four round alone without them . As i was running , i though i could'nt run as far as five kilometers but in turns out i can . After sixteen minute has passed , i managed to finish my run as far as five kilometers .

hobby :)

Hey , good morning people ! This morning i feel very sleepy and stress . VCL 128 class was cancel  . Well , what to do , the lecturer got other business to be in complete .
This morning , i would like to share with you guys what i like to do during my spare time .
This is what we call hobby , which all people enjoy and do things that they like . Well , my hobby is i like to listen to the music . I like to hear Taylor Swift songs or other song that i think it appropriate . Sometime i also like to fullfil my spare time with reading novels . I also like to sing when i have spare time . During weekend , i always go karaoke with my family . Next , i also like to take some picture that i found it interesting . I think i spend more time with singing .

Things that do not belong to us .

When i started to love you , why you did something that hurts my feelings , say nothing non-not about me , accuse me , and always tempered . Why don't you appreciate the love that i have gave ? Why can'tyou  see the love that i have recieved to you ? Why you should make i worried about you ? Don't you do that again . Don't you regret later on . Love is a gift from HIM . Being grateful because there is still someone who loves you . Respect her feeling toward you , even you could not reply her feelings . When she's not there , in that time you just feel lost . Don't let our behavior today , leave regret in our lives forever . It is not an offense when a person fall in loves and it is not our fault if we do not love the person back . It is our choice , we the one who define our live and it is our choice with whom we will married and live together . So learn to appreciate and respect .

My favourite country pop singer .

I would like to share about my favourite country pop singer Taylor Swift or her real name is Taylor Alison Swift . Taylor was born December 13 , 1989 . At the age of 12 she began writing her on songs and learning the guitar . The reason why i like her because all of her songs have their own meaning . When i hear her songs , its complete , my life changed  . Her songs has inspired me and i feel i shouldn't be afraid to be myself .

so , this is Taylor swift  .

I like almost all of her songs . Well , i start with ' mean ' song . So , this song have its own meaning , for me it is about people around us that always get jealous with our success . I get it that not everyone is going to like everything we do and no matter what you do , people will always criticized you . Next is ' tears drop on my guitar  ' . this song mean there used to be one girl that have a crush on this guy . The guy tell and talking to the girl about another girl : how smart , perfect  , nice and beautiful she was . The girl listen and say that she was happy for him . The girl knew that she just have to love that guys in silence . All of her song are abundance in all hearts of girls .
Dear taylor , 
could you please stop read my diary .

local logo .

This is assignment for GDT 101 , assignment about local logo design . So , i have choose Lingham's chili sause for my local logo . Well , i would like to share my information about this local product with you guys .

THE BACKGROUND OF COMPANY 

Lingham’s was born in 1908 . The business was started by an india national of the same name . The business was sold to a chinese family in 1945 after the second world war . Few years later , the establishment of company Lingham & Son ( malaysia ) Sdn Bhd was incorporated in 1971 . Since that time , they have maintain theirselve as one of leading chili sauce manufacturers in the country . They currently located in the Mak Mandin Industrial area in Butterworth , Malaysia where they manufacture their own exclusive and unique range of chili sauce .Lingham’s is now sold in over 20 countries . Their worldwide distribution network now spans the United Kingdom , Holland , Belgium , Denmark , Finland , Sweden , Switzerland , United state of America , Canada , Australia , New Zealand , Papua New Guinea , Pakistan , United Arab Emirates , Thailand , Hong Kong , Indonesia , Japan , Kenya , Chile , Ukraine , Singapore and South Africa . In Australia and United State Lingham’s chili sauce is know as Lingham’s hot sauce .

 THE BACKGROUND OF PRODUCT

 Lingham’s chili sauce was produce on 1908 by Mr Lingham in Butterworth . It was owned by a chinese family  after the business have been sold . Yeoh Teow Chong was the director of the product . He have came up with a sauce which he thought would suit the european palate . The product also has been export to the other countries such as Australia and Canada . Lingham’s chili sauce have five flavours now , aside from Original , they also have Lingham’s chili sauce with garlic , Lingham’s chili sauce with ginger , Lingham’s chili sauce with ginger & garlic and Lingham’s thai chili sauce .

Well , base from the research i have made , Lingham's chili sauce has their own speaciality and unique . The sauce can suit the European palate . This product also have been export to other countries .None can compete the taste of Lingham's chili sauce .

 

buddy .

What are friends for if what we do they don't even care ?

What are friends for if they don't want to hear expressions of our feeling , give some advice and the word of passion ?

What's the point to have a friends if they don't want to start a conversation with us?

I think , i've try my best to keep my friends feelings .

If i got some time , i message or call my friends , ask them about their life , so that they don't feel that i only contact them when i needed only.

But lately  , i feel like that they don't need me in their life anymore who i called friends .

I know that i not good as your other friends , but why don't we just continue our friendship together ?

Only god knows how does my heart feels .

I like to express my feeling towards my friends , seems like they not willing to lend me their ears anymore .

well , reality always hurt , right ?

Him ♥

I want someone who can accept me as who i am .

He saw my shortcomings as an edge in his eyes .

He never gets tired of my behaviour .

Who always feel his life incomplete without hearing my voice .

He knows the meaning of my silence .

He always defends me although obviously it is my fault .

The one that always support me no matter what decision i have made .

Always correct me if i'm wrong .

He always there next to me , always accompany me through thick and thin .

He don't mind if my weight gained 10 kg once .

He knows my heart  .

The one that knows that i'm hiding my sadness eventhought i have lied with a smile .

He's not ego , easily tempered and does not behave like childish  .

He wanted to be with me untill the end .

He never underestimate me , always take a good care of me when i'm sick .

Always force me to take medicine because he is worried about my health .

He always loved me .

He never fool me .

Always guides me .

He knows my favorite .

He know that i was allergic .

He always wanted me to be happy .

Always willing to forgive my fault .

He truly in love with me , being loyal to me and always appreciate me .

Be honest and not keeping secret with each other .

He who understand my heart .

He is willing to sing a song for me to calm me .

Always keep his prayers .

Become a leader in our family and become imam in our solat .

He intention is to lead me in getting to Jannah .

what if ?

What if suddenly , there is someone ask you to marry them ?  You haven't finish your studies , and still not working yet . Still under your father responsibility fully . We can not identify their intention behind us . Properly they just joking around .

Well ,we both know each other from the social networking site , never meet even .  Even i did not know what is his intention behind me . Well , he had managed to make me think , what would happen to me if i married early ?

First of all , to me before i get married , i have to complete my study first and then i have to find a job . I have a principle in my life that i will never fall in love with someone from the social networking site or in other words " cyber love " . I don't know why i didn't like to fall in love from social site , maybe from this social networking sites people can do anything they like .

Ok , back to the topic , well , marry early was good , look sweet right ? Marry early can  avoid sin and the best part of marry early is in love after marriage . The nervous feel there must be , love after marriage . Well , still don't know each other yet .

Ok , in general and honestly , i want my future husband to accept all my shortcomings , flaws and goodness in myself even though he already knew all that and still like and loved me as who i am .

So , to my future husband , i'll be waiting for you .

Me .

My name is Eleen Shazwena  but i liked to be called Eleen . Born in a small family of seven . On 6 October 1994 at Roopi Medical Centre Kuala Lumpur , i was born . My beloved father , Mazani Mustafa is a service advisor and my mother is a housewife . Being the eldest one of five siblings and i have always been taught to be independent . I have one brother and three sisters .
 I received my primary study at Sekolah kebangsaan Convent 2 Bukit Nanas from 2001 until 2006 . Next , i have received my secondary study at Sekolah menengah kebangsaan Convent Bukit Nanas . Now i  have further my studies in Diploma Art and Design ( graphic design ) at Kolej Teknologi Timur ( KTT ) . I would like to further my study untill degree and i would try my best to be a sucsessful graphic designer . I want to change the way of my family life to live a better life . Someday , InsyaAllah with HIS willing .

a notes for him :)

When i was a little girl , i had a dreams of marrying a prince charming . Dreaming if i could be cinderella and marry with a prince and live happily ever after , just like other little girls dreams of :) Now , i have grown up , even though i would still like to marrying a prince charming , but i have to face the reality that live happily ever after didn't exist . A perfect guy is so hard to find . To me an ideal one maybe more easy for us to find if our target isn't high .

Dear future husband , firstly , i don't mind if your not handsome , but i would like you to be cute . He must also be 6 inchi tall or maybe just more taller than me :) Next is , my future husband also must truly in loved with me , always appreciate me , and appreciate each other . Be honest and not keeping secrect with each others , always be forgiving and taking care each other is important for my future husband . He must be protective , caring , loving , responsible and loyal . Lastly , the most important he must be educated and always keep his prayers . Preparing yourself to become a leader in our family , become imam in our solat , correct me when i'm wrong and please promise me ,that you will help me and accompany me in getting to Jannah .

Dear future husband , although i don't even know where you are right now , i believe that one day we will meet . I'm not a perfect person . Imprefection is me , but I'll promise to be a good wife after 'nikah'. I always pray to Allah that Allah will brought us together one day .

assignment -..-'

it's 5 am in the morning , still awake because i've got a lot of assignment to do . argghhhh ,can die la like this .

tragedi bulan march !

lebih kurang 10 hari je lagi ( sangat Takut OHH !!! TIDaK !!!! ).. saat yang di nanti nantikan oleh semua calon calon SPM 2011 dari seluruh negeri  akan tiba tak lama lagi ...  ada yang takut dan dah siap plan yang diaorang taknak ambil result pada hari tersebut ( macam kata diri sendiri la pulak -.-' ) hahha :) ada yang yakin 100% bahawa result diaorang bagus , tapi ada jugak yang rasa result diaorang kurang bagus .. hmm -..-' yang lepas biar la lepas .. janji kita dah buat sebaik mungkin betul tak ? masa tak boleh diundur .. so , seteruk or sebagus mana pun result korang , kita tetap kena sambung belajar , kena kejar cita cita kita .. takkan la kita nak biarkan macam tu je .. betul tak ? jadikan benda tu sebagai satu cabaran dalam kehidupan kita ok .. so , aku doakan semua  calon calon SPM 2011( termasuklah aku sekali ) dapat result yang membanggakan ibu bapa diaorang .. amin ~